Changes will never be quite easy. Right before I moved on with my life, I was having an overwhelming experience, a lot of things to change, stuff to pack up, people to deal with, I was getting myself fired (basically getting off this old job) I was working at a pharmacy, right there I met some interesting people that I carried off some good memories and thoughts. Changes, moving on is hard, we feel attached to things and people. I’ll never be easy, but trust in the process. Some changes are detrimental, are very necessary for your evolution. In May 01, 2026, I met an incredible person, for safety reasons, I won’t share his name.
He became a friend of mine, and things happened so rapidly that was a bit overwhelming to my brain understand all at once, first I met him in a waterfall, then he invited me along with my other friend to his house, a wonderful spot on the woods, with some neighbors, but far from bustling and overwhelming sensory information of cities. Even though, the city I inhabited, wasn’t overpopulate, neither too noisy, but, still overwhelming even for me. Then, as I began to go in his house, we begin to discuss, and one day around 20th of May, if I don’t mistake, he learned that I was moving on to the city I currently live. Then, he invited me to come along, and this changed my life in some really interesting ways. As an older and more experienced person, he taught me incredible insights on human experience. Alongside of that, his partner, was a delightful person as well, and I’ve learned overwhlemingly large amounts of bytes of information that I still can’t barely process (haha)
Then on the trip, we spoke for hours and hours about life experiences, and some thoughtful conversatoin took place. We went to a hotel in a small town, where I took a small walk to get to know the city. I spoke to a few folks around, and snapped back to the hotel. Then, we I woke up, we had breakfast, and spoke a bit of some billionaires having so much money that they could conquer the universe. Getting to the city when we unpacked their stuff inside the house, we moved to the nearby city where it possess 400,000 people. Five times bigger than the previous city I’ve lived. So many intrusive thoughts came into my mind on this trip, the way I was comfortably accepted by these people, made me feel not deserving. I’ve learned many cool things not only on the trip but when I came here. Small changes has taken place in my life such as:
You have to accept people’s deficiencies
Your identity is tied to the things you do
Small changes compounds to bigger ones
Having some cool moments completely absent of human interaction made me feel at peace. And I liked it, that particular experience made me feel belonging to somewhere. I understand that we got to change ourselves, as my buddy said once, “Slowly but always.” Well, that quite doesn’t make much sense in English, though. He said it in Portuguese. Anyways. Those are my thoughts recently, I have so many more things to share in here about my wanderings around downtown, my social skill in development as I set foot on the local university, the locations I went such as bookstores and cool stuff I’d found. Anyways.
